Chapter 13 - Did You Ever Write A Single Letter?

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Chapter 13 - Did You Ever Write A Single Letter?

The murmur of the crowd rolled in like a rising tide. Every syllable landed like a sharp slap against the faces of Luciana Moore and her two children. At nearly seventy, Luciana had never felt such profound humiliation.

Alan Moore didn't even acknowledge their presence. He didn't offer so much as a glance their way. Instead, he leaned toward Judith Palmer, his voice soft. "Judith, look at those stars. They’re incredibly bright tonight."

Judith nodded, her expression gentle. "They are. If you’re willing to look up, you’ll always find the light."

When evening fell, Judith stepped away to grab some water, leaving Alan sitting by the edge of Mirror Lake. That was when Luciana approached. The arrogance that had defined her for decades was gone. She sat down beside him, keeping a careful distance of perhaps two feet.

"Alan," she whispered, her voice trembling. "The wind is cold here. That chronic joint pain you’ve had—is it acting up?"

Alan didn't rise to leave as he had before. He simply let out a weary sigh. "Luciana, you don’t need to do this."

"I just want to talk to you." Luciana turned toward him, her eyes rimmed with red. "I’ve spent the last few days reflecting. I truly know I was wrong."

She reached out, her tone desperate. "I promise, when we get back, I’ll take care of you. I’ll hire help so you never have to step foot in the kitchen again. We’ve been married for thirty years—can you really be so heartless as to never come home?"

Alan looked at her with a calm, chilling detachment. "Luciana, do you have any idea how many times I nearly broke during those thirty years?"

Luciana hesitated, stammering, "I know it was difficult..."

"You have no idea." Alan cut her off.

"Three years after you left, Brody spiked a fever of 104. I carried him on my back through a torrential downpour, walking all night to reach the local clinic. I spent that entire night screaming your name into the dark, thinking that if you were just there—even if you were just holding an umbrella—it would have been enough."

Luciana’s hand hung frozen in the air.

"Ten years after you left, Charlotte was bullied at school. They called her a girl without a mother. She came home sobbing, threw her backpack into the hearth, and screamed that she was done with school."

Alan’s voice remained steady, devoid of the anger she expected. "To pay for her transfer fees, I started hauling bags of cement on construction sites. It was the week before Christmas. While the rest of the world was at home celebrating, I was still out there, hauling sacks. The skin on my shoulders tore open; my blood soaked into my clothes until they were glued to my back."

Alan held out his hands, the knuckles gnarled and distorted, and laid them out before her. "I used these hands to hold our family together, clinging to the pathetic hope that you might eventually come back."

Luciana’s tears fell in heavy, silent droplets onto her own hands.

"You talked about your sacrifices in the desert, about how hard it was to keep your identity hidden," Alan said, turning his head to look at her. "But you were backed by the government, surrounded by accolades. And what about me? I prayed to every god I could think of, begging for just one letter. If you’d written just one letter, I could have endured anything."

Alan’s eyes were flat. "But you didn't. You poured all your letters into that supposed 'hero' you were serving with."

"Stop, Alan, please... just stop." Luciana covered her face, her shoulders convulsing with sobs. She had always assumed Alan’s strength was simply innate. She had never once considered how much he had suffered in the silence she created.

"I don’t hate you anymore," Alan said, standing up and brushing the dust from his trousers. "Hating someone takes too much energy. I just want to walk away, easily and lightly."

"Alan!" Luciana scrambled up, desperate to grab his sleeve. "Give me another chance..."

Alan gently, but firmly, pushed her hand away. "It’s too late. When you walked away thirty years ago, you didn't look back. And now? I have no intention of ever looking back."

As the evening breeze picked up, Alan waved to Judith as she returned, offering her a genuine smile. Luciana slumped back onto the bench, watching his retreating shadow, her vision blurred by an endless stream of tears. Some things in this life, once broken, can never be mended.

Luciana stumbled back to their hotel room like a ghost drained of her soul. Brody and Charlotte rushed over, panicked.

"Mom, what happened? Did Dad say something cruel to you again?" Charlotte patted her mother’s back, her voice laced with resentment. "Dad is just being impossible. You’ve humbled yourself to chase him down—why can’t he just be the bigger person?"

Brody frowned, his face tight with anger. "It’s definitely that old woman, Judith! Dad has never had a backbone; he’s clearly been brainwashed. Mom, don’t cry. We’ll go find him ourselves. We’re his children—he has to listen to us."

Luciana buried her face in her lap, letting out a hollow, shattered sigh. "Don't... don't go. It was us. We are the ones who killed him."

"Mom, what are you talking about?" Brody asked, confused.

Ignoring Luciana’s weak protest, the siblings stormed out of the hotel. They tracked Alan down to an open-air restaurant by the lake. Judith had stepped away for a moment, leaving Alan sitting alone at a table.

"Dad!" Charlotte charged over and slammed her hand on the table. "What did you say to Mom? Do you have any idea how much of a state she’s in? She’s a national hero! She’s at the end of her career, and you’re humiliating her like this—have you no shame?"